Tuesday, September 4, 2007

~It's Over~

This entry is for my Berks: (so that I won't repeat the story again and again) ^_^

I know guys that you've been waiting for this moment and finally the time of reconciliation between Pao and Me happened on Sept 3. How? Read on.

I was slightly busy at work when suddenly i received these messages:

paopao (9/3/2007 4:06:25 PM): ui
neng (9/3/2007 4:08:25 PM): y
paopao (9/3/2007 4:08:41 PM): musta?
paopao (9/3/2007 4:08:45 PM): jobless ako!

The conversation started and all I can reply is "why?" and after I have known the reasons why he is jobless I ask him:

neng (9/3/2007 4:26:27 PM): why are you telling this to me? db galit ka sken?

I asked this because I don't know the reason why suddenly of all the people, he confided to me. Then as expected he replied rudely:

paopao (9/3/2007 4:26:37 PM): huh?
paopao (9/3/2007 4:26:44 PM): la ako makausap e
paopao (9/3/2007 4:28:39 PM): tinatanong kita
paopao (9/3/2007 4:28:58 PM): now kung gusto barahan ulet at sigawan tau, ok lang
paopao (9/3/2007 4:29:01 PM): ANO?

I told him that if he continues answering like that, I won't talk to him coz I'm so sick of exchanging dreadful words. I explained why I ask those questions and finally he said:

paopao (9/3/2007 4:30:54 PM): wala
paopao (9/3/2007 4:31:03 PM): na ayoko na ng kaaway
paopao (9/3/2007 4:31:06 PM): simple

That's it! Then we tackled how we got mad at each other and to make the long story short, we said sorry for what we think we've done wrong for each other. I think it's better not to tell all the details here for everybody's sake.

After this, I still can't absorb the fact that the friendship blues I am talking about months ago, was OVER. But don't misunderstood me coz honestly, I can't be the Nelda you used to know before. Yeah, I have the right to say NO sometime. Although you can approach me at the toughest moment of your lives but I won't give my total involvement in your problems unless it's necessary. If history repeats(as what had happened between Leng, Me and Pao), always remember I AM NOT PERFECT and A SUPERWOMAN to handle this alone. Likewise, even both of you are my friends, bear in mind that I will not tolerate you if for me, what you're doing is wrong.

Sorry guys, if I have caused you also trouble because of this. You know what, this situation shows you how well do you know me as well as myself. Really, I don't like to be in wrath coz I don't like myself when I'm into it. I just thank God for putting me in this situation. Maybe He likes me to know myself well and I am so grateful that the friendship I have invested didn't totally vanished.

I thank you guys for understanding/supporting us all throughout. Likewise, I want to extend my warmest gratitude to Drake for the advices and comforts as well as helping me to calm down when I am into intense emotion.

I am sharing this quote:
"Life would never be too complicated if you will not make it that way."

I love you guys no matter what! ^_^